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YO, PIRATE.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

/5:37 AM

Im suffering from insectophobia, a term used for people who have a phobia for insects. For me, its only cockroaches. Why do i say this? There was this cockroach attack a min ago and guess how loud i screamed. I feel so gay. but can i help it? this cockroach FLEW out from nowhere, then, arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, my fingers are still trembling but i'll finish blogging first as i plan to abandon the blog for the next few months. Anyway i've already abandoned it for the whole of term 2. Time really flies, few days ago i just blogged about last day of term 1, then now end of term 2. its already the hols, meaning that the final battle is nearing. threat? not yet. i havent felt the urgency yet. i guess i better FEEL the urgency, if not the whole cycle will start again. The study cycle, commonly for people who do last min study,like me. or rather, last min cheong-ing. srysly, the week of mid yrs was like, back from sch, sleeep till 6, study till 12, wake up at 4am, study till 6.30am. then frantically put on my uniform, socks, name tag, and throw everything into my bag and rush to sch. seemingly a good way to cheong, but then, during the exam, i doze off..

And i can now prove that this method does not work. this can be thus proved by the slip of ppr in my report book. Anyway, the results are definitely bad. This should be a wake up call for all the last minute workers like me. i should make myself feel the urgency to study, or else the whole cycle will repeat again. Actually theres something which makes me feel proud of myself, i actually managed to abandon friendster and blog for one whole term! And i dont plan to touchfriendster, i shall just allow it to rot or something.

Post midyrs was all about playing and watching the tele. Anyway i've been watching the news so that im not a shallow person. And i've learnt about the many things that are happening to the people around the world, which allows me to treasure the people and things around me. for instance, the sichuan earthquake and cyclone nargis, which taught me to treasure my house, family and chance to study. thus, i've definitely changed to become a deeper person(if im correct), and to treasure my stuff and NOT SPLURGE during GSS! route to maturity!

so, in conclusion, my results and "stress" are all nothing as compared to the people in china who are suffering, or whose lives are being endangered by the aftershocks/ terrible living conditions, or who lost their many loved ones. we should really appreciate what we have, and face our battles bravely. so O levels here i come! i love music, i love HCL, im going to watch the chinese news everyday!

a quote from a book- "when life throws you a lemon, you'll have to make lemonade" PERSEVERVE ON, even if i dont have good brains = )

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