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/3:31 AM

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/8:36 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HWEE MIN!!


Thanks for always being there for me even until the very now that we are not seeing each other so often. Thanks for always being there for me when i was really depressed and the first thing i think of is to dial your number and start ranting into the phone. Thanks for always cheering me up and being my source of comfort. Sorry that i only speak about my problems and go on and on with my constant complains. Sorry that i always make you squeeze out ideas for my PW. (anyway my PI is screwed). Sorry that i had you to stay till 3am just because i havent finished my slides.

Im so extremely absoulutely exceedingly emotionally attached to you(in a correct way) and i'd just call you and update you about my exceptionally unpleasant life. And whenever i get toooo busy you would call me at the right times and tell me to calm down. You were there when i failed my progress tests, you were there when i had to make decisions, you were there to listen to ALL that i had to tell you. You are the exact kind of friend that each individual would silently covet for. And i am indeed blessed to have you with me.

HWEE MIN i just want to tell you that you were, are, will be highly significant in my life and i am very sorry if i just call you to vent my anger. I just want to say that if you're upset you can always talk to me. I will be here for you just like what you've done for me.

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/3:32 AM

MY 21ST POST - shall not be an emo one! (after hm's numerous complaints)
Yes today i saw hm and it totally excites me to see her in her low-cut tank top. Im not perverted ok, its just very.... obvious!! AND she'll kill me if she finds out what im doing now cos i told her i had to leave early as i have to cough out two essays- geog and gp- by tonight. Sucks totally. I have no idea what to write and sometimes i really wonder why my brains are of such disgusting quality. Yes, and today i learnt in econs L- inferior goods. supposedly about income elasticity but i somehow linked it to my brains.. HA. Ok i shall stop with this extreme feeling of inferiority.
Oh yes bk to my PL trip. Bev came ltr and we camwhored. =) I must say she looks really cool in the SA uniform (intense jealousy!) and i look like a tuut beside her. And we spoke to some teachers specifically the ones who taught us. I really miss PL! It used to look like a jail and we looked like criminals wearing that same shade of blue with a significant white belt(tight up at the waist) but nooooo, now it looks like a cosy home, where we abide in )): <33 PL
enough of my emoing, I NEED TO COMPLETE MY ESSAYS! HOW BOUT GIVING ME ANOTHER 10 KBS OF BRAINS? I'LL BE GRATEFUL. But before that, cure my inferiority complex hee hee.

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/10:46 PM

Old folks home. Where i question about fillial piety. Where has it gone to? i dont know. Ytd piano went to Mun chong comfort home. Yes, deeply distressing/ heart-breaking trip. But i learnt a lot, a lot. what hit me was that question. Why? why bring your parents there? then i felt guilty and ashamed as i had some recollections of my grandfather staying in the old folks home. Then again, i ask. why? bringing them there is tantamount to abandoning them! we all say that. just as some ppl shared during debrief, people do change. Now we say it's cruel, now we feel upset, but who knows what may happen in the future? When we all become heartless career minded freaks? What are we gonna do then? people DO change, it seems to be this way. i understand their plight, the severely simple lives of these old folks, and then i wonder, is this ethical? will i change? there is indeed no warmth/ love in that place. Why put them there?

if you realised, i was tearing.

So here i am blogging at my grandma's hse. Brought her to sushi buffet just now. Mouthfuls of soft shelled crab, sashimi, mouth-watering food. This contentment cannot be compared to seeing her ever-radiant countenance. I just realised my own definition of happiness/blessedness- to see your loved ones smile.

p.s. my ah ma is peering at the comp screen, but she has no idea what im typing about. hee.

p.s. THANKS LOH HWEE MIN FOR THAT LOVELY SWEET THING. YOU ARE SO VERY INDEED LOVED! YOU MEAN A LOT A LOT TO ME LOH HWEE MIN. YOU NEVER FAIL TO GIVE ME PLEASANT SURPRISES WHICH CHEER ME UP A LOT A LOT A LOT. THANKS. LOVE YOU. KISS KISSS HAHAHA. <33>

p.s. happy birthday to corliss! And i hope you'll recover soon ;)

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/9:13 AM

TUITION

should i or should i not?
tuition- at these outrageously exorbitant prices. Should i get more? Indeed, life in VJ is NOT going to be a solitary journey, but whos going to be there when im failing my tests? screwing up anything and everything? Hence, i feel that for my puny lil brain, tuition seems to be a necessity and it ostensibly helps albeit at this price which turns me off. Now, this makes me wonder. Why do tuition teachers always seem more motivated? why? Is it by the monetary benefits? The fact that they charge ridiculously high prices? Maybe. It may be easy to just delude ourselves into thinking that we know, we understand, we've already understood. But when it comes to the test, you'll know it. Lets picture this scene. How does it feel to be seating for this J1 chemistry test without touching your calculator? Not because you are seemingly brilliant in the area of mental sums but you just have no any slightest idea how to start working on any of the questions. Now you know how i've felt? Silenting screaming for help! help! help! but nooo, everyone was frantically/ frustrating "chomping" on their calculators! hear this 'TAK TAK TAK' , not wasting any precious valuable seconds to work on the horrible chemistry questions, and i just sit there, listening to the clock's slow daily regiment. "TICK.... TICK.... TICK...." , a stark contrast to all the furious "taks".------- for an ungraded test. ungraded.
why? i thought. why am i in such a predicament? as i felt the chem ppr mocking me. mocking my entire empty skull.
Hence, it IS evident that i should get a tutor. spend some decent money to avail myself of an opportunity to clear my doubts.

Should i or should i not?
The prospect of success allures me.
chem, can i conquer you?


can you stop my extreme suffering??

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/6:53 PM

pictoes first then words=)

class outing to seoul garden!

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/8:37 PM

A combination of unglam pictures from sea regatta and og bbq!! love creon8 =)

hafeeza and i!!

imagine how high we were.






whole night of camwhoring and SQUEEZING into photos.







us and jiayan. HA.

whole of creon! (we were hidden at e bk)



whooo! gay gay gay!

?!?!

going into the sea. link arms link arms!


e girls =)

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/7:00 AM

let pictures do the talking =)

my really wonderful class from victoria girls jc. HA. (Only one guy. poor arnold)






our ct rep.



Jane and I. Love Jane =)




so here describes my wonderful jc life apart from those boring lectures, and being in Victoria Girls Junior College. why? cos there are only 4 pathetic guys in the class and most of the girls hangout among ourselves. HA. REMINDS ME OF PL. I MISS PL.
Oh and btw i got in dance and even went for two practices. But current theres a confusion in my mind. To stay or not to stay? I got in but im not enjoying. i cant do popping and locking or whatever its called. I was physically present but mentally thinking of my bunch of creon mates enjoying themselves at pool fiddling w the pool table and enjoying themselves. Anyways mon im going for piano audition. Before i tell anyone about this i better get my ass into another decent CCA before i land NOWHERE. The sheer thought of it scares me.
And happy Valentines Day! i'd thought that i wouldnt receive any presents cos i dont have that many close mates yet, but noooooooo! it came one by one! thanks to all friends, esp jamien for her huge muffin. Jane and I really felt quite bad for that haha but there were no more flowers left to get for her! AND THANKS LOH HWEE MIN. This silly girl took 5 mins to cab down from bedok to sent me this extraordinarily beautiful bunch of roses. GOD. It obviously gave me such great pleasure to such an extent that upon seeing it + her, i started shaking my ass off at the main gate. LOVE YOU HWEE MIN.
OH YA and many said that friday the 13th would be a bad or an unlucky day. Mine didnt seem that bad esp for one portion of it. And here i want to really thank dear Ranika for being so sweet. I was really so upset that my tears had almost burst out and i couldnt contact my mates for comfort cos they were pool-ing and i randomly grabbed ranika from the canteen and asked her where in this whole sch is there a quiet place w no one. Then without asking, she brought me to the back staircase and then just broke down in front of her. And thats not important. most impt is that shes srsly really sweet and i spent a whole hour talking to her and then she went to the toliet and came bk w a heart shaped cookie. It tasted really gross but it was really sweet, as in literally, and all the valentines sweets and chocolates would really pale in comparison. LOVE YOU RANIKA.
And then the long day culminated at og barbecue when creon8 screamed our asses off, receiving a lot of stares but was seriously one of the happiest day in VJ so far, despite the really minor "bruise" i suffered from earlier.

p.s. i hope charlene's enjoying herself.
p.s. i hope piano auditions would turn out well.
p.s. Jane please be my page turner!!



LaLaLaLaTiLa I MISS PLMGSS says:
HAH im so excited at the thought of you going out w her
LaLaLaLaTiLa I MISS PLMGSS says:
*farts*
limxi says:
SHUSH MAN, later i tell her you want to meet her then you know
LaLaLaLaTiLa I MISS PLMGSS says:
OH SO NO SO NO OH
LaLaLaLaTiLa I MISS PLMGSS says:
*FARTS* AGAIN

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